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9/9/13

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Hey, guys.

Shit's been really hectic for me these last two days, I have a lot going on that's hitting me all of a sudden.

My mother and her boyfriend made a mistake with the house they were building for me. They were silly and didn't get permits to begin with, and now to finish building the house it'll take too much time, effort, and money. I'm not too clear on what their plan is for paying me back, but in the meantime they've found my father and I a house to rent in a nice town not too far away.

I'm going to see this house and, unless I hate it, sign the lease -this- Saturday. Everything's going to be in my name, which is to be expected but I'm still really antsy about that. My dad and I have about a week and a half to set everything up, I'm going to be fully moved in -before- I go to World's.

I wasn't expecting anything to happen this quickly, but we definitely need to get out of this... environment that we're in. I'm torn because I can't drive and I'm moving away from all of my friends, but I'm happy because my dad and I can finally have our own place, and that's been our goal from the start.

We have just under two weeks to set up Electric/Cable, buy two beds/computer desks, food, furniture, appliances, and all of that shit, and I'm just -hoping- the internet is good initially to stream.

I'm not really sure what to think or how to even handle this properly. Or even if I'm capable of handling this properly. I'm definitely struggling with everything, and I've been non-stop stressing about it since the dinner I had with my mom and her boyfriend the other day.

Speaking of that dinner, I hate my middle name. I grew up hating my middle name. There's a reason I don't tell people my middle name. I'm named after my mother's father... and at that dinner she told me she found out that's not even her father, and she's adopted. So I'm named after a man who isn't related to me, and who no one in my family likes.

Otherwise I'd have been David Lee Gallagher III.

So I'm actually considering changing my name to that. I grew up with my W name, though, so I'll spend at least a few months mulling it over. That's not something you just do on a whim.

My regular viewers know that this stream is basically my life. I've been very upset, distracted, and stressed lately, but I'm trying to do what I can to be live every day and keep you guys entertained.

I figured you all have a right to know what's going on in my life, what I'm thinking and dealing with, and maybe the reasons why I'm not as happy and chipper as usual. So, I apologize if I'm being moody as fuck, but I;m finding it difficult to not spend every minute thinking of how I can't do this and it's going to bite me in the ass.

Dinner's ready, I'm gonna go eat and I suppose I'll be live shortly after.

I love you all.

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